Girl Geekette

Nikki was born and passed away a moth ago today. I added some new info today to Nikki’s Site it was hard, but it was what I needed – closure; and yes, I cried.. I and I am adding more pics now – and going to learn how to make a gallery.

Now I can start the healing I need so bad as

• a mother to  a teenager son who needs me
• as a wife of the man that just lost his only daughter and is afraid of losing his wife.
• a sister who needs me to be well
• and a daughter. They broke the mold with me thankfully

http://www.nicholenoelle.com/

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Precious Moments: Jesus is the Light

It is with great sadness I am publishing this post.

Monday afternoon March 23, at 17 weeks along, my water broke. After being rushed to the ER, to our Baby Dr and back to the Hospital to be admitted, we learned that with my water breaking, the baby had lost all of the amniotic fluid the baby needs to be in to develop. Also, the risk of infection was very high for me with the cervix having a opening and that meant infections were going right to my bloodstream and I had a high risk of developing septic shock which can be fatal.

With labour induced, I delivered a little girl – Nichole Noelle who is 5 ounces and 7 inches long. Although Nikki had a heartbeat, her lungs and organs were not developed enough to survive. At 17 weeks, she was way to small even for the medical equipment to keep her alive and to let her grow. (Most premie medical equipment is for babies 24 weeks and larger)